its official that i got myself in too deep with this kid. and he doesn’t even know it. i haven’t even seen him or talked to him since this past summer, yet i feel like i’m falling so deep for him. i swore i wouldn’t get attached to him, from just hooking up, but here i am missing him more than i should. i don’t even miss the sex, i don’t care about the sex. sure it was good sex, whatever, but what really made me weak is the way he kisses. i’m such a fucking sucker for kisses, and even worse if you’re good. i could kiss him for hours at a time, nothing else. he would just have this way of taking control of me and kissing me like he truly wanted me, like i was the most beautiful girl in the world. not rushing a thing, just enjoying every second of kisses. he made me feel so good, almost tricking me into thinking i was the only one. but fuck it, i wasn’t, and neither was she.